So, I had my first adventure out to the desert this weekend.  Thursday afternoon to Sunday morning.  Let me tell you...not what I expected.  Kinda crazy.  The area is just a bunch of trailers and garages on a cleared spot.  Their are a couple trailers with running water, but most of them u have to use a bucket of water to flush the toilet.  The first night we were there i was all uncomfortable cause id never been there and i was trying to get used to everything and mark took off on a 3 wheeler and i had no idea where he went.  They told me he was gone and i was annoyed and when he came back I was all annoyed at him.  He got all pissed off at me and told me that he always feels like hes on a leash and if i dont relax hes gonna break up with me. He said he's still trying to decide if he wants to marry me and pointed out how his friend's gf didnt get mad that her bf left and that she gave him a look like wtf when i was annoyed. (btw, this is his friend justin's gf.  her dad owns the lot and her mom and her brother live there too.  shes been going there since she was little) He was telling me not to cry after saying all that. He said that he wanted to leave the next day.  I finally told him to give me a day to relax cause i was uncomfortable and we went back to hang out with everyone else.

Theres not a lot to do but drink and once in a while u can go on a ride.  I rode on the back of a 3 wheeler with Mark.  that was pretty fun.  Rode in a baja bug.  That was a rough ride and we got stuck in the sand and had to wait for Mark's friend who was with us on a 3 wheeler to go back to camp and get the Bronco to pull us out. But then we got stuck again and had to wait for them to realize we werent behind them.  Justin came out on a 3 wheeler and tried to get it unstuck but he couldn't.  So then mark went back on the 3 wheeler to get the Bronco again but it wouldn't start. Mark came back on the 3 wheeler.  A guy passing by on a buggie tried to get us out but couldnt.  Mark and I went back on the 3 wheeler and he got a guy with a truck to go back and pull the baja bug out of the sand.  Then after that we went out in a regular truck. Went sorta offroading.  It's pretty fun when u can drink a beer on the road.  I didn't get drunk once which was good even tho i drank the whole weekend.  We went up to this place called Blow Sand which is just a big sand dune spot on the side of a mountain.  Pulled up and over the edge and then parked it and drank a beer. On the way back we stopped at the bar and stappled some money to the wall.  Had a beer and a pizza.  The next day they got the bronco running and we were supposed to go out but Mark and Justin wanted to go out on the 3 wheelers first.  Like an hr or more later Justin shows up in no shirt by himself.  Turns out they had to run from the sheriffs cause they weren't wearing helmets and then Marks 3 wheeler ran outta gas and they were way the heck out there.  They tied their shirts together to try to make a tow rope but it didnt last long and both of them ripped.  No one stopped to help them and they found a rubber bumper and both hung onto it and they rode most of the way back.  Then Justin came back by himself and grabbed a tow rope and some waters and then drove and picked up Mark.  Justins gf got all mad cause they took forever gettin back. i dont know why though because its not like they did it on purpose.  They were gone for a long time and even though i was annoyed i was a little concerned that they were gone so long.  Turns out i'm not the only gf that gets annoyed at her bf for ditching her.  But I wasn't mad cause I knew something happened.  Mark said he got a little scared cause he felt so dehydrated.  After they got back they cooled down and then we went for a ride in the Bronco.  We ran into a group that was staying on our camp grounds and followed them up the mountain.  Bad idea cause we were in a huge vehicle. It was really bumpy and scary going up the hills cause the edge was so close.  We went in a wash and it was way skinny.  Mark was driving and Justin kept yelling at him so they switched seats.  One of the people we were following went over the ege and had to get towed back up.  So we turned around and went back to camp.  Made some food and drank some more and then eventually went to bed.  Except since it was Halloween night the trailer next to us wanted to party and were up til 5 am when our alarm went off.  I was so tired on the way back. We had to get back so that Mark and Justin and Justin's dad could go to the Chargers game.  I drove them up there and then had to drive back up to get them.  Then we went back to Justin's house to eat some of the leftover carne asada and chicken from camp.  Overall the weekend was pretty cool.  It was nice to get away.  Next time i'll know what to expect and it will be better.  I hope  i'll know to bring more socks and another pair of pj's and lotion and antibacteria formula.

sucks to be back at work.

both dinners were fine. mark makes a big deal out of nothing.

i'm so tired.  didnt sleep that well.

sat we ended up going to a party that my step bro was having.  it was perfect cause all we had to do was walk across the  driveway.  it was alright.  2 things happened that made me uncomfortable.  first of all, most of them were young. like this one girl was 19, one guy was 20...i felt so old and crusty. so his friend was already borderline drunk when we got there.  there were only a couple girls there and of course the more they drank the more slutty they got.  the guy that was already almost drunk kept drinking and he and slutty chick started making out.  and the guy was like touchy feely kinda.  anyways, long story short the dude said something to me.  i heard him say to me "i'm gonna fuck you later."  i said nothing, i just walked away and sat next to mark. then we started talking about the people who were there and i told him i didnt like that dude and that he said something to me.  which of course flipped a switch in him and i told him id tell him later and he said he wouldnt start something with the dude he would just go talk to him.  so i told him and he got up and walked to the kitchen where the dude, along with everyone else was.  mark was like "u see that girl with the charger jersey?  thats my woman." and he said not to talk to me that way.  so yeah he got pulled out of the room by someone.  and then mark said he wanted to leave, but then i guess changed his mind cause he sat down.  the crappy thing is that he shared what the dude said with everyone.  but, at least everyone was pretty much drunk and prob wont remember anyway.  the other thing i didnt like is that they were smoking pot and mark tried it.  it makes me so uncomfortable being around that stuff because mark used to smoke it and he doesnt any more but when hes drinking and offered it he wants to try it.  and since he knows i dont like it he'll sneak it and i find out anyway and get pissed off, and then he gets pissed off at me for getting pissed off.  i also didnt like the fact that they were playing strip poker because im not all about being around people who are stripping.  go ahead, call me a prude.  just as im sure mark wouldnt like me being around a guy  who was walking around butt naked, i dont want him (or me) to be around a girl whos chest is fully exposed.  it wasnt a big big deal, i just didnt like that situation.  mark was like, the only thing she had going for her was her chest.  lol....yeah, exactly.  anyway.  then i woke up this morning and for some reason it popped into my head that maybe the guy said "im gonna fuck her later."  it was loud and i couldnt really hear well. 

we also made pizza on the grill. it was so yummy.

we watched the chargers get their butt kicked yesterday.  half at home and half at marks friends house.  mistake.  only cause we drank more than we would of and got home late and to bed late.